Monday, November 12, 2012
Okay...I am confused and so I am turning to my friends who have been
in the community for much longer than I. If someone is so detrimental
to the well being of subs and has a long line of broken subs he has
broken into peices,why in the HELL is he still respected and accepted
into the local community where he can fish for more subs to destroy???? I
thought we were supposed to protect each other and help each other
grow, not support the ones we tell new subs to stay away from. PLEASE
PLEASE tell me as I am a new sub and have NO interest is being amongst
the local scene if this is what we do.Thank You :)
Friday, November 9, 2012
What You Took Away From Me
In a very short period of time and during what felt like a whirlwind of emotion you made promises and preyed upon my vulnerability and took what little was left of me.
you took my confidence, you took my ability to call anyone Sir and took their joy of being respected by me away. you took the fun and love of being submissive and you took my passion for being a submissive and destroyed it. you took my ability to want away and my trust in others you shattered. you lied, you manipulated me, you made me feel special and then dropped me off of that high and tore me down.That is what you did to me.........
and this is what I am going to do to you..........I am going to take your power away and believe in myself again. I am going take you off my mind knowing that thoughts of you are a waste of time. I am not going to hear your voice in my head anymore because it has nothing worthwhile to say. I am going to remember how you manipulated me so that I don't repeat my mistakes. I am going to learn from my pain and become a stronger,better submissive and person and I am not going to let you scar my life or mind. I am going to find my ONE and be happy. you were a bump in my life's path and you have been flattened.
I am also going to thank you for making me a stronger, smarter worthwhile person by treating me so poorly.
you had the chance to have everything I am, to own the very core of me, but instead you made me realize the difference between you and You which is why He will receive everything you could only ever dream of, Me
you took my confidence, you took my ability to call anyone Sir and took their joy of being respected by me away. you took the fun and love of being submissive and you took my passion for being a submissive and destroyed it. you took my ability to want away and my trust in others you shattered. you lied, you manipulated me, you made me feel special and then dropped me off of that high and tore me down.That is what you did to me.........
and this is what I am going to do to you..........I am going to take your power away and believe in myself again. I am going take you off my mind knowing that thoughts of you are a waste of time. I am not going to hear your voice in my head anymore because it has nothing worthwhile to say. I am going to remember how you manipulated me so that I don't repeat my mistakes. I am going to learn from my pain and become a stronger,better submissive and person and I am not going to let you scar my life or mind. I am going to find my ONE and be happy. you were a bump in my life's path and you have been flattened.
I am also going to thank you for making me a stronger, smarter worthwhile person by treating me so poorly.
you had the chance to have everything I am, to own the very core of me, but instead you made me realize the difference between you and You which is why He will receive everything you could only ever dream of, Me
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