I am eight months into discovering my submissive self and I have really just begun learning the true meaning of being a submissive girl. I understand now that true submission is giving COMPLETE sexual control over to a Master, which goes beyond simply following orders. I realize now, that it is a state of mind in addition to a physical need. I have had an opportunity to experience a different style than what I am used to and I have thoroughly enjoyed myself and what I have learned from it. I have a completely different outlook on submission now and I am beginning to understand more and more each day of what it means to serve. It is more fulfilling than I imagined it to be and I have welcomed the high expectations.I hope that I will be able to post more detail soon, but, for now I can only say how it has felt and what I have learned.