I have now experienced my first face to face play time with Sir.....
Sir and I do not live close to each other at all....there is about an hour's drive time between the two different towns that we live in and so we decided to meet in the middle, eat lunch with friends and then get a room.
My nerves were working overtime and I found that on my way to meet Him and our friends for lunch, I was having to take several deep breathes, my hands were trembling and I can't even put into words how my stomach was feeling.
Once I had arrived at the restaurant, walked in and saw Him sitting at a table in the corner of the dining area, I did relax a little. He has the ability to reassure me by simply being there and I did need reassuring at that moment.I have never considered myself to be shy or timid in any way,however, during the course of lunch I found it difficult to make eye contact with Him or for that matter our friend's Dom.
Once lunch was over and we said our goodbye's to our friends, it was time to find out if BDSM was what I really liked or if it has only been the fantasy of it all that has kept my attention.
We entered the room and I watched Him close the curtains and prepare Himself to speak with me. He came to me and wrapped His arms around me and reassured me that everything would be fine and that I was safe. I immediately relaxed a great deal at that point. He had me kneel before Him as He sat on the bed and He began to tell me exactly what He had planned to do to me while we were together and made sure I had remembered my safe word. I agreed with everything, proved to Him that I knew my safe word and then He began using me for His pleasure.
The first step was stripping in front of Him down to my panties.This was uncomfortable since it was the first time I had been nude in front of Him and He enjoyed my uneasiness.He inspected me as He would inspect a horse before purchasing it. This added to my humiliation of standing there naked. Sir bent me over the bed and ripped my panties off of me.
He roughly directed my body into the position and place that He wished for me to be in by using my hair to guide my body and and His hands and legs to pin me down. After some play for His pleasure I was ordered to remove His boots. He fucked me and He fucked me hard and I loved every second of it. I was ordered on my knees,on all fours, on the floor on my back, on my stomach etc.....I am sure you get the picture. My ass and face were slapped, with my ass being left with a hand print on it and very red and the humiliating names He called me and made me call myself were amazing.
Sir used my mouth and throat to please Himself many times and enjoyed when I gagged and grasped for air in between uses.He inserted my anal plug for a bit and told me what a whore I was.
The entire day was amazing and I am so glad that I took the step into real time. I learned that I am EXACTLY where I want to be with regard to BDSM and the reality is a much larger turn on for me than the fantasy. As He provided aftercare.....we spoke, laid together and recounted the day. We had some discussion of where we wanted our D/s relationship to go. We showered and then parted ways.
I was on cloud nine and high on adrenaline until the next morning and then I was in pain........but it was a wonderful pain. My entire body, inside and out was hurting, my throat was very sore and my voice was hoarse and I was enjoying it......it served as the perfect reminder for me that I had pleased my Sir and that was the most important part. :)
THANK YOU SIR
