Monday's tasks are intended to teach me how to serve Sir. I am being taught that a submissive's job is to serve her Master/Sir and while being ready for Him sexually at all times, there are also other ways to please/serve Him. I was assigned a cleaning task that would take 40 minutes and I could choose which room to clean in my house.I chose my guest bathroom. On His orders I stripped naked and attached my nipple clamps. I began by cleaning the counters because once I began cleaning the floors on my hands and knees I was not allowed to stand up again until my task was completed. I cleaned the sink, counter and mirror and I honestly did begin to feel submissive. My RL was being pushed into the back of my mind and I began to focus on serving my Sir and doing it to His satisfaction. By the time I had completed the counter/sink and mirror I had entered His world in my mind. I lowered myself to my hands and knees and imagined Him standing behind me watching my every move to ensure that I was doing exactly as He had ordered.
I scrubbed the floor, the base of the tub and the toilet area. I thought of what I was doing, following Sir's orders to clean His bathroom while exposed and vulnerable in the nude. I was most certainly turned on at what I was doing. I cleaned the toilet to perfection and then the bathtub. Upon completion of my cleaning I was to lay on the floor, on my back and masturbate while knowing that I was the "filthiest thing in that room" since I had cleaned it so well. I did not have permission to cum and so I did not, however, I did sit on the edge of an orgasm for a short time.
I had given up my mind and body for those 40 minutes in service to Him and when I had come back to reality I was energized and very ready to send the pics I had taken and my report to Sir.
I have heard it said so many times that online tasks and assignments cannot possibly feel real and I MUST disagree. I leave my world of decision making and stress and enter His where I am a submissive woman and I love it there. There I am at peace and feel safe. Sir is local and so we will have a first meeting, however, even if we did not my submission to Him would feel very real.
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